i have many wishes, nevertheless there are some hard wishes, can't even achieve.
always bummed out when that was just can't hit the spot ):
just to tell myself, you never try to the max, the best.
when you fell down, pick urself up, continue your journey. -need more effort to achieve the success.
when you fell down, still weak, and give up everything. - need more effort to accept the failure.
running, results, everything.
sometimes, i do really self-blaming about have no any talent D:
piano? no. drum? no. guitar? no. everything just zero, and yet i have wasted 16years ):
and someday if you ask me do running need skill?
i will tell you no, because i am not using any skill when running BUT HEART.
i have tried my hard controlling my temper, being a good girlfriend, showering great love over you.sometimes i was not really mad at you, i just want you care...greatly grieved when you said angry words ):
i'm not perfect, i'm not pretty, i don't even have good body, i'm not considerate, i don't have much time for you.
thus, in utter fear that you might run away with others ): just because, there are many better than me.
but do you know? i'm trying my very best...
acutely aware of distance, but i've put trust in us, iloveyoulimweijack.