Chiyin.

2011-06-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

知道最近真的是懒了也烂了

刚才看到他们那么积极地问功课竟然有点怕 :(

一直酱换老师而且还越换越听不明白的那种

chemistry你跟我读课本有用?我不如自己读?!

真的是顶不顺还要堕落到叫别班的教我 aihss

很想放几天假看下书睡个自然醒的觉

但是不能总觉得还有东西没有做完

一天24个小时真的真的真的很不够用

我很想考好成绩可是问题却一直累积累积不知道要问谁

很想很自在地跑一次没有时间的约束

只为了放松自己一次也好

越野赛跑

大家加油

In your arms as the dawn is breaking,

2011-06-09T21:11:00.006+08:00

But, there's a voice inside my head saying "you'll never reach it".
every step i'm taking, every move i make, feels lost with no direction, my faith is shaking...

it was like many things there that i havent done! i couldn't find out but i was awakened by feeling of fear. couldn't sleep well all the time even if im crawling into bed when sleepy... recalling of what have i done in this holiday, okay i know holiday has called my idleness out, nooo :(

but holiday has come to the end at a glance, OHMYGOSH there are just 3 days lefttttt :(

sometimes we asked people for telling us true but in fact. we get hurted most of the time...don't we? but those hurted-words might also made us a change? hrmm. sometimes, flying by the seat of our pants doesn't work.. :( because they tell you to be yourself, then they judge you, grrr.

somehow, i get downcast rashly...thinking of everything that i have been through. those what had left, i couldn't take back, it's not mine anymore... HELLYEAIKNOW, but i just ;/ too selfish yea? we should never look back, just go on, the journey. reminding myself not to regret for those leave things no matter memories or people. perhaps we have to learn to give up something, if we want anything (:

when can I plod in the shopping mall and relaxing?

when can I rapt for reading without any interference?

when can I?

when can I ride the crest of a wave...

I have a wish.

There’s just this one guy that can make me completely fall apart.

2011-04-29T22:06:00.009+08:00

and now i'm gonna say many thing...

adeline, carmen, yiyuan, jiahchen.♥ isn't it just the way how we being? (:
we were still can warm-chatting although less meeting with each other.
somemore i think that our topics are not pointless but pointful lar :P
miss ya'll my favourite girls (: thinking of the beautiful times we have spent together.♥

sometimes, i feel that life...is like a circle. we walking around, sometimes we even plodding.
but really, sometimes we might back to the starting point. idk whether you guys have the same feeling ornot.
i just know that, we have the low period, lower and lowest. but everytime i tell my friends, it actually means that we could even have the much more better journey in life...
yet, when it was my turn, i couldn't cheer up myself with that...
life is dying, not? life is beautiful, we love until we die :P

you know, sometimes people SU*KS until...i can't even describe about that.
they asked you being urself but they judge you later, so whathehell is that?
i could say that the past Tuesday is the worst day for me, everything was going on sobadlikeshit.
again, i felt like the world was like against with me you get it? ewww....

that day, ahyang have left chonghwa...kinda, emm not only kinda i think :( is about very sad.
he had taught us many thing, actually except the running skill, he taught us about life indirectly.
i remembered what he said to me last year, now he was leaving...but i will keep the passion.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU, AH YANG! 14242 Chong Hwa Fight! really thanks.

yeah i want you in my life (: thanks for being with me, my boy ♥
just can't stop missing and loving you hahaha i'm so crazy i know,
yet i know that you love the way i being crazy of you :P limweijack.♥

Learning to understand you more is my pleasure.

2011-04-02T22:38:00.006+08:00

they, may have said this love was the impossible kind.
they, might have thought i changed because of you.

they could have blamed, criticized, did not like.
they never ever, understand.
i've put trust in myself, stop telling me ''truth'' instigating the relationship,
oops sorry i'm firm, we do (:
SHUTUPDUMBASS, ATLEASTIKNOWWHATAMIDOINGNOW.

they, encouraged me when i was down was crying was lost.
they, scolded me when i was doing silly thing that could hurt us.

there showed the two different ways.
true friends, im glad that they are still around.
adelineyeoh, carmensum *loves* (:

never knew that love could feel so good.
let me be the one for you :) ♥

Don't love the one who is beautiful, but love the one who can make your life beautiful.

2011-03-27T13:23:00.003+08:00

i have many wishes, nevertheless there are some hard wishes, can't even achieve.
always bummed out when that was just can't hit the spot ):
just to tell myself, you never try to the max, the best.

when you fell down, pick urself up, continue your journey. -need more effort to achieve the success.
when you fell down, still weak, and give up everything. - need more effort to accept the failure.

running, results, everything.

sometimes, i do really self-blaming about have no any talent D:
piano? no. drum? no. guitar? no. everything just zero, and yet i have wasted 16years ):
and someday if you ask me do running need skill?
i will tell you no, because i am not using any skill when running BUT HEART.

i have tried my hard controlling my temper, being a good girlfriend, showering great love over you.
sometimes i was not really mad at you, i just want you care...greatly grieved when you said angry words ):
i'm not perfect, i'm not pretty, i don't even have good body, i'm not considerate, i don't have much time for you.
thus, in utter fear that you might run away with others ): just because, there are many better than me.
but do you know? i'm trying my very best...
acutely aware of distance, but i've put trust in us, iloveyoulimweijack.

You never leave my mind, even when i have a million things to think about.

2011-03-15T16:02:00.004+08:00

hahaha, it never get better, stillthewtfinsecurity.
have you ever think about my feeling when you're leaving.
you just dont know that i could afraid until cry when you're not around.

just,
nothing last forever.

igaveyoumyheart,justdontbreakit, icouldntfixitanymore.

love doesn't need to be perfect, it just needs to be true.
baby i need you badly, now.

We will never afraid, just go on.

2011-03-13T22:52:00.003+08:00

2011年Sentul赛过了,
大家假期快乐, 田径队补考加油 ><

男生总冠军, 女生亚军.
YEAH 14242 Chong Hwa Fight!

∵ Ankern每天叫我们小冬瓜...
∴ I said ''我们不是小冬瓜我们是冠军!''
结果我们变成了''你们这班冠军小冬瓜!''
hahaha (: 就是这种感觉, 家的感觉!

田径队, 我们一起努力吧!
我们的目标, 是要大家一起去实践的!
明年的雪隆八独中, 全国独中加油!!!

我很希望我的项目是在最后一天 :(
我要拍合照我要庆功! TT 我很想跑接力 TT
ah yang, 我会好好地练习, 我一定要回中长组!!

跑吧孩子!

You've got to win in your mind before you win in your life.

2011-03-09T17:21:00.004+08:00

Event: 2011 Sentul区田径学联赛.
Date: 7 March 2011.
Target: Gold medal.
Mood: Excited, Nervous.

6.15a.m 到学校, 很high.
因为我一直坚信着只要很high, 比赛就会很firm.
豪杰一来, 第一句话:''姿莹, 第一面金.''
握过手后, 我开始沉默, 我开始失去信心..
''我, 真的能吗?'' 这个问题, 我问了自己很多次.
第一次, 状态那么不好, 拿不到的啦.
第二次, 还是很怕, 很沉重的压力.
第三次第四次第五次...
最后一次, 至少大家对我有期望, 这份压力会是我拿金的动力.

是的, 我回到了熟悉的跑道, 这里将会是我表演的舞台.
穿上track suits, 准备warm up, 使尽全力让自己镇定下来.
warm up的第一圈, 全身没力, 前天晚上不敢吃药怕没力, 没有吃药也是一样 @@
去报到, gg 看到jinjang的 TT 很怕她, 去年高中组的No.2 TT

走上跑道等待比赛开始, 依然很怕, 也已经开始发冷.
起点的对面我听到大家的声音, 很大很大声, 那一刻很warm很warm.
''有那么多人在支持着你, 为你打气, 还怕什么?'' 我对自己说.
然后重新high起来, 枪声很弱== 但我很high xD

前200米的冲刺, 在直道割了去年赢我的印度人 xD
前两圈jinjang的跟得好紧 == 很怕很辛苦也很冷.
如果是去年的我, ''干你的, 要你就割我, 不要跟我!''
我会选择慢下, 被割, 放弃. 原因: 太累了.
可是这次我却没有, 因为我今天, 是为了金牌而来.
终于在第7圈拉开一段距离, 很累也要撑完12圈半!
比赛前告诉zhengying : ''每一圈都要提醒我慢了.''
谢谢钲荥, 谢谢安肯的喊破喉咙, 谢谢豪杰跑下来跟我讲很多东西, 谢谢大家的加油打气 :)
还有最重要的, 谢谢燕琳帮我cover, 很好的partner (:

最后2圈的speed, 当时我很怕, jinjang那个只欠50米就追上来了.
我第一次在最后第2圈就开始冲了 == 通常是最后100米 xD
冲过终点线, 稳稳地将金牌握在手上, 第一面金牌, 但绝对不会是最后一面.

很开心, 真的很开心.
一切都值得了 (:

TNF the big family =) live strong.

2011-02-13T11:08:00.008+08:00

HAD A NICE DAY! I LOVE TNF!

我第一次做这个猪脸就献给了你啊余钲荥 xD
一直叫我学 == 昨天一直惹我 TT

田径新年团拜! weee loves loves ;>

第一站明显就是万和家 xD
啊不, 师傅家 :P
有很大很大张的poker 有很大很大片的镜子
好玩好玩 xD

第二站阿清家
it's so funny when tcher shouted ''余钲荥余钲荥!''
hahahaha zhengying u so yeng :P
很yeng的伟鸿跪着拿红包 xD
很可爱的''凯淇杨的情敌'' hahaha xD

第三站凯筌家
谢谢凯筌妈妈 :)
一直输一直输 TT 幸好最后赢完回来
没赢没输 xD 梓均一round就赢了rm30 @@

过后是祖安家
超级有艺术感的家!!!!!!
真的真的真的真的很NICE. DREAMHOUSE!
一幅画卖Rm8000 @@ wow 太美了
去到她的家就没有gambling的气氛了 xD
那个baby很cute xD small gor gor 你成功骗到他了 xD

第五站是最high的丁丞家!!
唱K唱K :D 真的是很high xD
听到很多好歌,除了他们好听的声音,还有很好的歌词 :)
豪杰以后你就带多一只mic吧 TT
一直skip掉豪杰会唱的歌 hahahaha xD
谢谢丁丞 :))) 不然我的两个电话都没有电@@

第六站楷棋家
他的家......是我一进门一直上到最高楼再下回来再走出去鱼池
都无法关上嘴巴 == 除了大还是大
整个taman最大的家果然名不虚传 @@
足够让我们做10个training + 冲刺 + 跑楼梯
还要是只是warm up就够累死我们 @@
而且大到我找不到楷棋找不到人帮我开门 ==

很开心的一天很high 很enjoy 很爱你们 :)

happy birthday chiyin, happy 6teen, happy BFF day!

2011-01-31T22:51:00.010+08:00

‘‘ 有种友情
是只可会意不可言传的

彼此之间
有种惺惺相惜的感觉
不必害怕别人的误会
因为彼此心中坦荡
很喜欢这种"兄弟”之称的友谊
这种朋友有种信赖的安全感
可以肆无忌惮的说笑
天马行空的胡扯 ’’

idk how to describe my feel,
but i feel so loved today (:
thanks to the max!!! *loves!
the best bdae song ever! :)

AdelineYeoh.♥
i couldn't help myself i just feel happy when be with u :)
ILY!!!!!!!!! is it enough to express that how much i love u? haha.

CarmenSum.♥
babe please don't sad since we will have so much more chances hang out kay?(:
sometime u're really so cuteee hahaha but still, u're so sweet!

TerenceChai.♥
never thought that we would be so close huh xD
geng lor u, knew everything xD i enjoy to tell u stories ;P
but make u back class late everytime sorry sorry sorry TT
just tell me everything lar dont always im the one who tell story TT xD
jiayou leh, always support u de wor! heng dai ji mui mar :)

HohKarLok.♥
jiale zui bang ler xD
dont always looked sad at there, talk more lar TT
just turn to me whenever u need ppl to talk to :)

LimWeiJack.♥
my so 1st bdae present :P
sorry that i always lao gai hahahaha. idk why also xD
means u're special mar :P talk with u just like no distance (:
hoi number 1 leh, im serious de, pls go study and im not ** TT
if u want me to tell then u must listen :P

JxChan.♥
actually ni hen cuteee xD
very miss u leh. boring schoolday without u TT
so sad that always cant go out yamcha with u all lor TT
although diff school now i still very care about u de!
u also jiayou kay? dun emo tgt but laugh tgt :)

就是喜欢7个人在一起的感觉(:

all of you are sooooooooo important for me!!
the irreplacable.♥

我不奢求什么,
在你们心中有那么一点点的位子留给我,
就够了 :)
my only bdae wish.

LOVES!

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.

2010-12-24T16:21:00.004+08:00

long post, back space, long post again, back space again.
hell yea, without a word to describe my feeling.

知道吗? 其实我把你们看得很重要.
知道吗?当你们伤心的时候我会想尽办法让你们开心起来.
知道吗?无论什么事情我第一个想到的就是你们.

是我太care, 是我想太多, 还是男生永远就无法明白?

what does ''friend'' mean?
B.F.F stands for?

do you know? i miss the time when all of us chat until late night,
we talked nonsense, we changed our pm that others can't understand.

每次看到你们放busy, 我后悔自己没有在前一秒找你们.
可是当你们online过后, 我却不知道可以说什么.

christmas eve? meaningless for me without you all.

是不是最好的朋友到最后还是会冷淡下来?
eh bear, 还记得去年的我们天天谈心事么?
从几时开始, 我们几乎连话都不说一句了?

For, she that expects nothing shall not be disappointed, but she that expects much.

2010-12-22T10:53:00.004+08:00

grey day.

STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID
STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID
CHIYIN'SSOWTFULTRASUPERDUPERHYPERSTUPIDLIKESHIT
STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID
STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID

say o zero o to the result (:
i did my best, so what? efff.

why, she, is, so, stupid?

I try to pretend the feeling that i feel inside.

2010-12-21T13:46:00.004+08:00

guitar drum guitar drum guitar drum guitar drum
mom, u broke ur promise. hmm :/

4s he.
therefore, the iphone4 is not belongs to me, but my bro.
you should understand my standard im not that smart but i did my best.
i can’t believe it’s hard. just to talk to you but you don’t understand.
dad im sorry i can't be perfect.
i just want to make you proud but i'm never gonna be good enough for you.

F.A.M.I.L.Y, Father And Mother I Love You ♥

I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive as the angels cry.

2010-12-12T12:22:00.005+08:00

RUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrun
RUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrun
RUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrun
RUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrunRUNrun

start running tmrw, zhengying! aman tiga :P

class list made us so sad.
yaoyang 4sxin sengjoe 4syi mengyao 4she kingyik 4sping
xin yi he ping, u need like that meh....

I don’t know how to let you in, and that’s what keeps us apart.

2010-12-10T12:23:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of not knowing how to explain my feelings.
I wish someone could just feel the way I feel and understand.

*grounded*
i'm saving money :)

Don't expect they will be so sweet to you all the time, even the sweetest chocolate expires.

2010-12-01T22:56:00.005+08:00

lazy to blog, lazy to write diary, lazy to do everything!
aww, December's here now in a flash.
jogging with my dearest zhengying this morning,
idk why i just felt so happy when be with her! (:
RUN, tired but happy xD 我要集训... :X
sometimes when i say "i'm okay"
i want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me and say "i know you aren't" .

不想有太多的情绪, 去忙吧亲爱的,
忙了你就没有时间多想了 :)

Something good ends, doesn't mean something better won't begin.

2010-11-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

http://1000awesomethings.com/

everyone deserves to live happily every day (:

If you succeed, you gain a prize. If you fail, you gain a lesson

2010-11-10T19:01:00.005+08:00

“ 從你怕的那一刻起，你就不會再進步。
有些人是你苦練了一輩子也無法超越的。
成績不是一切，重要的是過程中所得到的，不同的東西。
如果我讓你作了這個決定，以後當你再想起現在這一刻你所作的決定，你一定會後悔。”

謝謝阿楊老師。

Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't, I give myself reasons why I can.

There must be something more, do we know what we're fighting for?

2010-11-03T20:08:00.005+08:00

重新练习的一天，没有完成课表的一天，觉得自己很没有用的一天。
非常累的一天，也很心淡的一天，双重打击的一天。
很无力的一天。

还是一个人最好。

It's something that i can't deny, it's nothing that i wanna hide.

2010-10-29T23:49:00.010+08:00

many ppl told me that my face looks so tired in these few dayss, hmm. whatever lar, UEC was finished! muahahaha finally relieved!! :D :D
btw, the invigilator of my class wrote on white board : 今天是儿童节, 儿童节快乐, 考试顺利! :)
without doubt, 5teen teens are still kids :P leiqinqiang told us one hahaha :D

tired but syok & fun yesterday. i love to hang out with you all ♥
went to pavi. it was so awkward to hang out with two pairs of couple. hahaha. i'm not blaming on you lar yy :P sweettt (:
after lunch, went for movie. fell across kenneth, jersin, eric, jx, lock blablabla.
the movie was so funny, but...........watched it with couples, hmmmm. nevermind, i sat at the middle of angel & jaye :D they hugged me because im the only one who brought jacket :P
i said that i can't watch movie one, my eyes will very sam fu, can't even open idk why -.-
and met wilsontan & yapweiyang! (:

you see you see! where are my eyes D:

anyway nice day today (: *loves

Waking up to find another day.

2010-10-13T09:48:00.005+08:00

i hate the feelings that i care about you but you don't.
she isn't weak, and she will be stronger & stronger. rely no no :D

yea i promise, this will be the last post before my cutie UEC.
after that, will finally relieve, eheee :D

party with TNF and hangout with 2Lian'09 :)

Take this thought and send it your way.

2010-10-08T16:11:00.004+08:00

i don't know why, it doesn't even matter how hard i try. disappointing results, i'm just not that smart.
i've put a lot of effort on it like never before, unspeakable downcast when i knew the results.
but still, i need to fight for the next 3papers. this is just a start, the uec is just not far away waiting for us.

hey girl, do you know? when u walked out of the class, i was so disappointed. maybe you don't mind, you just don't care about this.
cheaters' results are just rubbish, you just get nothing.

full of warm when be with all of you, 2Lian'09 ♥
zheng ying! i-miss-you-so-much! all the best in your exam, muacks! (:

-iknewthattearswereworthless-

Are you lost, in your lies.

2010-09-04T09:10:00.005+08:00

felt sick the past few days continuously, lackness of sleep. so, why don't ya'll pass up the report? sad. btw, love heart to heart conversation :) ily angel xiiaoyeez yiyuan jaye jiahchen... & 2lian'09♥
has been for a long time didn't run. and that day i saw coach :'' i have no stamina...'' ''find it back.'' yeah find it back, how? run lar, haha. when all exams finish, all junior3 in tnf go run 100rounds in school? or 10rounds in tamankaya? hahaha, well, it's just my lil crazy idea, because i miss the abnormal training xD tnf is our 2nd home♥

love ur life or fuck ur life, just according to the way you thought.

I know everything changes, all the cities and faces.

2010-08-31T10:37:00.004+08:00

cry hysterically, hyper-lassitude.
do i really so inability? where is my fighting sprit?

aww ):

anyway, best of luck in uec trial!

2010-08-15T19:22:00.001+08:00

最近的情绪让我只想骂..

干!

As I pretend to feel no pain, pain, pain.

2010-07-03T13:36:00.005+08:00

运动会前两天，
谢谢钲荥把我的感觉带出来，
那一句''跑出来''，让我挨着脚痛也要在跑道上迎战。

运动会第一天，
warm up的时候已经开始痛，
狂搽counterpain, 其实原理跟喷冷冻剂一样?
准备800米，之前说好了该怎么跑。
第一圈我冲出去帮她们顶完后，
第二圈她们冲出来我退去后面。
但是还没到第二圈她们就割上来了。
听到凯琪张在喊我，我不管了冲出去了，可惜已经是最后一个弯道了，
割了两个人，我说过我会征服最后一个直道，也许我做到了。
第五名，我还是输了，不过至少哲信说开始的那个带头有yeng到，
第一次800米带头，不过也只撑了200米。
玮芸，钲荥，你们很棒!

400米，原本是第二组，
没想到突然换去第一组，
还没准备好，枪声就响了，stunned了一下，
原本说好要6个校队一起进决赛，
我却很轻松地在跑下跳下，对不起我觉得我很不负责任 ):

第二天，差点迟到，
可悲兼可笑的1500米啊，
跑道上穿着赛服的田径校队竟然连那4圈也不到的1500米都撑不了。
一开始就跟阿杨老师讲我的脚真的很痛不想跑了，
可是听到枪声的时候，我想起大家一直都在说的坚持，说的体育精神。
过后我已经不打算停下了，可是到了600米的时候因为早上来不及warm up抽筋了，
可是我听到我班的人在喊我，我听到杨宝仪的声音，我很确定是我的名字而不是钲荥，
我终于在跑道上很清楚地听到自己的名字。
我抽筋也要冲完那100米，过后真的在终点线倒下，
st john在帮我敷冰的时候我哭得不受控制，
他们以为我是脚太痛，哈哈，脚痛也不及心痛啊......

我完成不了1500米就倒了，对不起三智我答应我怎样都要拿到一面牌的，
阿清&阿杨老师，你们会对我失望吗? 看着阿清对我摇头的那一刻真的是很失落。
凯淇杨凯琪张祖安，你们会责怪我因为受伤就没有坚持完吗?
躺在那里敷冰的时候真的想很多，我很想再冲出去完成那1500米，
抽筋也抽完那剩下的800米，但是我看着他们一个一个冲过终点线，
而我呢，把赛服穿在身上，又有什么用?

那一道彩虹，代表着钲荥的胜利，田径队的胜利。
所以我就是那一道相反的霓吧?

师夫，我不是个成功的徒弟，但是我脚伤后会成为被肯定的那个。

When you say things get better, but they never.

2010-05-22T19:27:00.005+08:00

''一個風和日麗的早晨 or 一個雷電交加的夜晚''
sometimes i do hate difficult & dilemma choices.

feeling so good when talking with my small gorgor aka KS,
and hoejack best best best bro too (: really really thanks.
you two are soooo cute actually! ahaha :D
thanks for noticing what i said, i tot you two will ignore me haha.

sorry i just need some freedom, please? uhh.

2010-05-14T21:10:00.005+08:00

i'm so wtf annoying
i'm so wtf disgusting
i'm so wtf exceeding
i'm so wtf irresponsible

I'M SO WTF HATEABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate me!

I'd like to make myself believe.

2010-03-20T18:55:00.005+08:00

还有几天就比赛了, 的确我非常怕.
我怕被人看不起,我怕这次比赛会输,
我怕会白费大家的心机来带我.
首先要赢自己(?), 我最怕的就是赢不了自己.

几天下来的训练, 我感觉到的是我的情况很不稳.
那7圈半里,我想很多很多东西,我知道这样不能.
但脚步踏出的那一刻,我很慌,甚至已经慌到不敢抬头向前看.
3:30 到 2:48, 很慢,老师说还是很慢.
很内疚、很惭愧、很自责、也很失望.

我在拼命找着一个方法,或许不止一个.
能够让我不慌的方法
能够让我找出节奏的方法
能够让我使尽力量冲刺的方法

听承慧讲很多很多的东西
我很确实地了解自己的心态不够正确
失败了就要再自己站起来而不是一蹶不振
要试着去享受在跑道上的感觉而不是害怕

田径是一个家.

What i felt inside and I turn around, sometime i try to hide.

2010-03-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

这几天, 这几个星期..
我完全忘了该如何去乐观看待任何的事情.

任何的依靠都可能变成伤害.

最近晨跑后都会发呆很久(?)

也许我们需要的是更多的坦白,
首先是勇气.

You're in our heart forever even though u're not with us anymore.

2010-01-29T20:11:00.001+08:00

我還是比較喜歡每天都那麽high的自己, 即使有點over但大家會比較習慣.. x)

有些事情即使樂觀不起來, 也該有個樂觀的說法:
他現在在天堂做天使了, 希望他在天堂會過得很好..
是吧, 文麟?.. 也許這樣對你來說是一個解脫.
脫離了這裏, 你不用天天吃那麽多藥了, 你不用天天睡不著了.
或者你會投胎到更好的家, 做個更好的人..我們都會為你祈禱.

今天竟然用完了3包tissue,
凱欣的敬益的自己的..ehmm.
這真的不是一般的悲傷,
不是失戀不是被罵不是不及格.

即使沒有血緣關系,
我們早已把他當成親人了.
喪失親人的悲痛,
我沒有力氣撐出笑容.

閉起眼睛越想冷靜下來,
卻越想越心痛越哭越頭痛.

哭得幾近崩潰的又何止我?

人生就只有这样,
珍惜你身边的人吧,
无论是亲人朋友或另一半 x)

One love, one heart, one life for sure.

2009-11-25T19:58:00.001+08:00

愛追求到最後只剩零碎
沉澱出所有殘缺的不可或缺

太多虛偽情節的表面模糊陌生的眼