刚才看到他们那么积极地问功课竟然有点怕 :(
一直酱换老师而且还越换越听不明白的那种
chemistry你跟我读课本有用?我不如自己读?!
真的是顶不顺 还要堕落到叫别班的教我 aihss
很想放几天假看下书睡个自然醒的觉
但是不能 总觉得还有东西没有做完
一天24个小时真的真的真的很不够用
我很想考好成绩 可是问题却一直累积累积不知道要问谁
很想很自在地跑一次 没有时间的约束
只为了放松自己 一次也好
越野赛跑
大家加油
In your arms as the dawn is breaking,
But, there's a voice inside my head saying "you'll never reach it".
every step i'm taking, every move i make, feels lost with no direction, my faith is shaking...
it was like many things there that i havent done! i couldn't find out but i was awakened by feeling of fear. couldn't sleep well all the time even if im crawling into bed when sleepy... recalling of what have i done in this holiday, okay i know holiday has called my idleness out, nooo :(
sometimes we asked people for telling us true but in fact. we get hurted most of the time...don't we? but those hurted-words might also made us a change? hrmm. sometimes, flying by the seat of our pants doesn't work.. :( because they tell you to be yourself, then they judge you, grrr.
every step i'm taking, every move i make, feels lost with no direction, my faith is shaking...
it was like many things there that i havent done! i couldn't find out but i was awakened by feeling of fear. couldn't sleep well all the time even if im crawling into bed when sleepy... recalling of what have i done in this holiday, okay i know holiday has called my idleness out, nooo :(but holiday has come to the end at a glance, OHMYGOSH there are just 3 days lefttttt :(
somehow, i get downcast rashly...thinking of everything that i have been through. those what had left, i couldn't take back, it's not mine anymore... HELLYEAIKNOW, but i just ;/ too selfish yea? we should never look back, just go on, the journey. reminding myself not to regret for those leave things no matter memories or people. perhaps we have to learn to give up something, if we want anything (:
when can I plod in the shopping mall and relaxing?
when can I rapt for reading without any interference?
when can I?
when can I ride the crest of a wave...
I have a wish.
There’s just this one guy that can make me completely fall apart.
and now i'm gonna say many thing...
adeline, carmen, yiyuan, jiahchen. isn't it just the way how we being? (:
we were still can warm-chatting although less meeting with each other.
somemore i think that our topics are not pointless but pointful lar :P
miss ya'll my favourite girls (: thinking of the beautiful times we have spent together.
sometimes, i feel that life...is like a circle. we walking around, sometimes we even plodding.
but really, sometimes we might back to the starting point. idk whether you guys have the same feeling ornot.
i just know that, we have the low period, lower and lowest. but everytime i tell my friends, it actually means that we could even have the much more better journey in life...
yet, when it was my turn, i couldn't cheer up myself with that...
life is dying, not? life is beautiful, we love until we die :P
you know, sometimes people SU*KS until...i can't even describe about that.
they asked you being urself but they judge you later, so whathehell is that?
i could say that the past Tuesday is the worst day for me, everything was going on sobadlikeshit.
again, i felt like the world was like against with me you get it? ewww....
that day, ahyang have left chonghwa...kinda, emm not only kinda i think :( is about very sad.
he had taught us many thing, actually except the running skill, he taught us about life indirectly.
i remembered what he said to me last year, now he was leaving...but i will keep the passion.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU, AH YANG! 14242 Chong Hwa Fight! really thanks.
yeah i want you in my life (: thanks for being with me, my boy
adeline, carmen, yiyuan, jiahchen. isn't it just the way how we being? (:
we were still can warm-chatting although less meeting with each other.
somemore i think that our topics are not pointless but pointful lar :P
miss ya'll my favourite girls (: thinking of the beautiful times we have spent together.
sometimes, i feel that life...is like a circle. we walking around, sometimes we even plodding.but really, sometimes we might back to the starting point. idk whether you guys have the same feeling ornot.
i just know that, we have the low period, lower and lowest. but everytime i tell my friends, it actually means that we could even have the much more better journey in life...
yet, when it was my turn, i couldn't cheer up myself with that...
life is dying, not? life is beautiful, we love until we die :P
you know, sometimes people SU*KS until...i can't even describe about that.they asked you being urself but they judge you later, so whathehell is that?
i could say that the past Tuesday is the worst day for me, everything was going on sobadlikeshit.
again, i felt like the world was like against with me you get it? ewww....
that day, ahyang have left chonghwa...kinda, emm not only kinda i think :( is about very sad.
he had taught us many thing, actually except the running skill, he taught us about life indirectly.
i remembered what he said to me last year, now he was leaving...but i will keep the passion.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU, AH YANG! 14242 Chong Hwa Fight! really thanks.
yeah i want you in my life (: thanks for being with me, my boy
Learning to understand you more is my pleasure.
they, may have said this love was the impossible kind.they, might have thought i changed because of you.
they could have blamed, criticized, did not like.
they never ever, understand.
i've put trust in myself, stop telling me ''truth'' instigating the relationship,
oops sorry i'm firm, we do (:
SHUTUPDUMBASS, ATLEASTIKNOWWHATAMIDOINGNOW.
they, encouraged me when i was down was crying was lost.they, scolded me when i was doing silly thing that could hurt us.
there showed the two different ways.
true friends, im glad that they are still around.
adelineyeoh, carmensum *loves* (:
never knew that love could feel so good.
let me be the one for you :) ♥
Don't love the one who is beautiful, but love the one who can make your life beautiful.
i have many wishes, nevertheless there are some hard wishes, can't even achieve.
always bummed out when that was just can't hit the spot ):
just to tell myself, you never try to the max, the best.
when you fell down, pick urself up, continue your journey. -need more effort to achieve the success.
when you fell down, still weak, and give up everything. - need more effort to accept the failure.
running, results, everything.
sometimes, i do really self-blaming about have no any talent D:
piano? no. drum? no. guitar? no. everything just zero, and yet i have wasted 16years ):
and someday if you ask me do running need skill?
i will tell you no, because i am not using any skill when running BUT HEART.
i have tried my hard controlling my temper, being a good girlfriend, showering great love over you.sometimes i was not really mad at you, i just want you care...greatly grieved when you said angry words ):
i'm not perfect, i'm not pretty, i don't even have good body, i'm not considerate, i don't have much time for you.
thus, in utter fear that you might run away with others ): just because, there are many better than me.
but do you know? i'm trying my very best...
acutely aware of distance, but i've put trust in us, iloveyoulimweijack.
You never leave my mind, even when i have a million things to think about.
hahaha, it never get better, stillthewtfinsecurity.have you ever think about my feeling when you're leaving.
you just dont know that i could afraid until cry when you're not around.
just,
nothing last forever.
igaveyoumyheart,justdontbreakit, icouldntfixitanymore.
love doesn't need to be perfect, it just needs to be true.
baby i need you badly, now.
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